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It was the night before Christmas, when all through the block Not a gangsta was stirring, not even a cop. The kicks were hung over telephone lines, In hopes that the County would come through on time. The shorties were knocked out in the back of the truck, No money for a mo-mo, we were clean outta luck. But moms had her braids done, and also her tips Thugs said she was fly - all the Eses, Bloods and Crips. We was broke and cold, but our bellies was full And we thought Santa might show if he could get bail Plus we had each other - that made it all right So we fell asleep all together on a cold desert night
But the quiet in L.A. was broke - someone got caught slippin Out in the street were the sirens straight trippin I was up at the windshield, but sis pulled me back to the floor "Boy, do you wanna get shot? Don't you know where you are?" And shining its light into our little bucket Was it Santa? - Nah just the LAPD's ghetto bird. Ahhhh, fuck it. Still, I stayed peeping over palm trees and trash And saw someone running toward where moms kept her stash I was worried they'd take the small money we had. I had to be brave, I was mom's little man So, I leapt from the truck in my red-footed jumper And I covered the box hidden beneath the truck bumper. Round the corner raced two drivers, coming at me so quick, But it wasn't an angel, and it wasn't St. Nick They were chasing that fool, as he flew past my neck They were driving too crazy. They was gonna cause a wreck! And they whistled, and shouted, and called him by name! "Fuck ya hood!" I'll kill ya, I heard one proclaim. Some others I now saw were in a squad car "Hold up or we'll shoot. You won't make it that far." Whether Eses, Bloods or Crips, I couldn't quite say But they were looking to kill, and I was right in the way And just as they fired, the cops fired too Little missiles of death from AKs, ninas and 22s I ducked, but the bullets were faster than me I felt something warm as I fell to one knee The concrete was cold and the lights they were glaring I heard my moms scream and saw my sisters staring "Oh, God save this baby," I heard someone cry But I saw my brothers and cousins as I looked to the sky They had all passed before me and were lighting the way A long road of death from the streets of L.A. Whether it was a cop or a gangsta, I still can't be sure All I know is that guns bring just one kind of cure I ain't mad or bitter, I got no one to blame It's not the corrupt system or the homies looking for fame It's not as simple as that, not that black and white Not good guys and bad guys mixed up in a fight And prisons won't solve it, this war on the streets To silence the violence, ya can't do it with heat I realized this as they covered my face with the sheet Bring love to the hood, and a legit way to make ends Recognize that the gangstas are first sons and friends And all the homies and shorties, we're not a disease We're just little kids trying hard to break free To the top of the fence on top of juvenile hall "Break away! Break away! Break away all!" To the top of the dome above city hall Fly little homie, and never fear that you'll fall As dry leaves that before the wild hurricane fly When they meet with an obstacle, mount to the sky So up to the roof-tops of L.A. we all flew The black and brown angels who died before they grew Ever wonder why Christmas in the hood isn't so merry? It's not just the money that's lacking, but the lost kids that's so scary Every holiday reminds people of someone they miss Not a grandma or uncle, but some youngster's kiss We could stop the killing and bring peace to the block But not with an injunction or another cell block And not with a blue rag, or red rag at the end of a glock Not with cheap drugs that fill our veins up with doubt Not with new lofts and Starbucks forcing poor people out You know what to do, or I hope that you do It's not nothing mysterious or nothing new You just have to do it - set aside all your greed And take time to give the homies what we need Hush to the police and the people who lead Hush to the gangstas too angry to bleed Listen instead to the innocents caught in the streets And make sure to leave justice under our Christmas trees The YJC is working to build a youth and community-led movement to challenge L.A.'s, California's and the nation's addiction to incarceration. The organization is lead by youth who have been locked up or whose families are incarcerated. All of us have been to many more funerals than graduations.
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